A little bit about me..

I just wanted to start off this blog by telling everyone a little bit about myself. I am 22 years old, I live in Denver, Colorado, I am a hardworking student and waiter and I am one of the nicest guys you'll ever meet. On the outside I seem like a sweet, innocent, young boy and no one would ever guess what a cumslut I am. I love taking raw cock up my ass and there is no better feeling than a top's final thrusts as he grunts and moans before dumping a big warm load of seed deep in your hole. I'm totally addicted. My obsession with bareback sex started with hours spent online jacking off to porn like Treasure Island Media. You watch enough of those videos and the next thing you know, you can't even watch safe sex anymore regardless of how hot the guys are. I always thought while watching TIM videos that it would be so hot to stick your cock up a hole that was already full of cum, never imagining how much better it is to be on the receiving end. Between my legs I've got one hell of a cock, in fact I've never seen one in person bigger than mine, so naturally I thought I must be a top. I was almost always the top with my first boyfriends. None of them had very big dicks yet whenever one of these guys would fuck me it would hurt so bad for a few moments until the pain would subside and be replaced by an awkward, uncomfortable feeling. Whatever thoughts crossed my mind that convinced me to take my first huge cock I'll never know. I met this guy online who works part time as a massage therapist. After seeing my pictures he really wanted me to come to his house, lay on his massage table, and get a nice, relaxing rubdown. Normally this would not be my thing, I'm more of a giver than a taker when it comes to massages but when he showed me a picture of his thick, beercan, daddy cock I could not refuse. I went over to his house and he let me undress while he was in the other room, then cover myself with a sheet and lie down on his massage table. When he entered the room my cock immediately got stiff beneath the sheet though I was laid face down and I don't think he could tell. The massage was heaven, his big strong hands caressing my body made me melt like putty. I was completely relaxed and in my own little world until something happened that brought me right back to reality, standing in front of me rubbing my shoulders this guy took one step closer, which brought his cock right up against my gave, I could feel it through his pants and underwear and it was rock hard. My blood started pumping twice as fast as before and I'm sure he noticed my excitement because the next thing I knew his pants were around his ankles and his fat cock was stretching my throat. I've never been a great cocksucker and I had never sucked a cock near this size so I gagged a few times, my eyes watering but he was patient with me, kept telling me what a good boy I am and how good my throat feels around daddy's cock. Just when I started to get the hang of swallowing his monster cock his attention shifted to my ass. Before I could protest his tongue had made its way between my cheeks, prodding at my hole which opened ever so slightly at its touch. It didn't take much of this before I was moaning in ecstasy but thoughts of that beercan cock in my mouth never left my mind. After rimming my hole for several minutes he finally broke his mouth away from my hole long enough to say, "Are you ready for daddy's cock?" I immediately said yes, and was waiting for his meaty cock to find its way back to my throat when I felt something I didn't expect, more prodding at my hole. I turned my head around and saw his fat, now lubed up cock pressed right up against my hole. I was about to ask him to put a condom on but before I could he pressed a little harder and I felt the big mushroom head pop right inside my tight little hole. It hurt more than I could imagine, I wanted to tell him to stop, to pull out but I couldn't focus enough to utter a word and slowly more and more of his fat daddy dick made its way up inside my boy butt. It hurt more than any dick I had ever taken but like it had with the others, the pain eventually subsided. By this time he was making long thrusts in and out of my hole but it didn't feel awkward or uncomfortable. In fact, I was really enjoying it and instinctively my hips started to back up into his groin, meeting each thrust he gave me and bringing his stiff cock deeper and deeper in my hole. This continued for about twenty minutes before I heard the sound that I have learned to know and love, the grunting of a man ready to give me his seed. There was no need to ask if he was cumming because I felt burst after burst of cum shooting out of his cock, flooding my hole with warm seed that dripped down to my nutsack. As his cock got limp and slid out of my hole I could feel more of his monstrous load leaking out my freshly fucked hole. I had taken my first raw load and I was hooked.